So maybe I lied a bit in my little update. Apparently life is not going well at the moment……
My flesh eating disease is back in my mouth and I swear I am going to die from it. I have to have my wisdom teeth out asap and I am going to the dentist in about an hour. They are so painful that I have pains shooting from my jaw down into my arms and back. I swear if they don’t pull these teeth out in the next week I am going to do it myself. The dental insurance thing is also working my last nerve. How can they only pay $66 a tooth when the surgery is $2,000? What kind of f-ed up medical plan is that? I guess that is good old health care in the United States. Instead of paying out billions of dollars to war, why doesn’t some one help the American Citizens pay medical bills? I shouldn’t have to sign my whole pay check over for medical bills.
That brings me to my next subject. I read in the paper this morning that we are paying out BILLIONS of dollars in gasoline fees for the war we are fighting. I was on my way to work yesterday and gas was $3.15. I figured since I was running late I would stop and get gas on my way home from work. I came home for lunch at noon and they had raised gas up to $3.30 a gallon. In four hours time they decided to raise that damn cost. So, on my way back to work from lunch it had gone up again. Now it was at a whopping $3.54. What the hell? I hope these people that own gas stations have good insurance. At this rate one of them is bound to fall off the damn ladder and break their necks with having to change gas prices four times a day.
Every one is so concerned with going into a major depression again in the United States. I am worried too, but I am more worried about who we vote into office as a nation this year. A lot of people are all for Hilary and Obama. If you listen to their actual views on things though, they could set our government way back. That is a scary thought having to pay $5 for a loaf of bread. Don’t get me wrong, I am not blaming everything on our President. I am more for getting a new Congress voted in. They keep voting out all of the good plans Bush had for us. That is so messed up that they have that much control of our FREE COUNTRY. Enough about politics for me though.
I hate being home from work. My mind goes in 50 directions and I end up getting no rest because I am thinking about what I could be doing at work. You would think I would try to get some extra sleep or something considering my arms are now partially paralyzed. I keep thinking about a friend that I lost also. She didn’t pass away or anything, we just grew apart and she couldn’t handle that I would tell her the truth no matter what. I think that if you want to know something, you should be able to handle the whole truth, not the edited version. I am not one to hold things back either. I say what is on my mind and if you don’t like it, then don’t talk to me. I would much rather hear it straight up than have some one sugar coat it so my feelings don’t get hurt. I guess I just don’t understand people anymore. Maybe I truly am a social reject? Oh well, at least I am a happy social retard.
On that note, I am off to the oral surgeon to see when I can get these damn teeth out of my head. Sorry if I offended anyone with my political rants!
